Morning Notes - Friday June 25

slept well.  I woke up this morning and starting thinkning as I as in bed ….. I don't really get the same "fun/relaxation" out  of drinking that I did in the past.  Its really weird.  Its not that much fun anymore. Which is a first. Thursday night was a real eye-opner for me  I was so pissed that I was so fucked up and could not do anything surf,type etc. because fo the effects of alcohol and laz.   It really made me think. Think about all of the shit that I am putting in my body and what are the lingering effects the next day and WHY... what purpose is it serving.   I want to move to Denver or Austin and start a new chapter.  An active outdoor lifestyle with a new job, new friends, new surroundings, a new beginning.  Alcohol is not going to play a daily role. its just wont.